Best Intro Ever

I'm going to be picking up a leave replacement next month some time, and the teacher had an appointment yesterday, so she requested me as her sub. Most of her classes are inclusion, so she teaches with another teacher, who was also there yesterday. It was a perfect situation for me to introduce myself to the classes and try to get to know them a little.

As I was introducing myself, I heard one student whisper something to the other teacher. She responded excitedly, "yes I know, I was just thinking that!" What were they talking about?

Next, she explains, they've been reading Tuesdays with Morrie (one that I need to read still). In one part of the book, apparently they do trust falls, where you fall backwards and trust that the other person or people will catch you. Ok, cue my heart beating a litttttle faster. I am immediately having flashbacks to a 7th grade field trip in which I was blindly led through a forest, and my partner let me trip over rocks and walk into trees. I tell them about this, they laugh with me. But with 22 kids in front of me cheering me on, waiting to see how I'll react, there's only one choice.

I go to the back of the room and about 8 kids line up in 2 lines. Then the teacher pulls a desk over in front of the line. I have to get up on the desk?? "Ok, Ok, you'll definitely catch me, RIGHT??!" I ask them, about 5 times. "Yes, we definitely will."

I step up, they give me a countdown. I fall, they catch.

As I return to the front of the room, and the students to their desks, the kids are smiling. One of them says as he is sitting down, "You're one of us now."

I can't imagine a better introduction to a class.

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Race to Nowhere



Today I attended a screening of the documentary "Race to Nowhere," at my university. i thought it offered a number of interesting facts and observations worth thinking about.

the documentary focuses on the obsession with achievement in America: parents are focused on their children's acceptance into colleges practically from birth; children are then expected to engage in a multitude of extracurricular activities, while maintaining flawless grades; NCLB's emphasis on test scores, and its implications on curricula. but, the film asks, while all of these things may create higher grades or stronger resumes, are students really benefitting in the long run?

Perhaps one of the most radical ideas promoted in the film is that homework does not necessarily improve grades. one stat mentioned was that studies have shown that homework at the elementary level actually has no impact on student learning; at the middle school level, it helps somehwat - but after an hour, its benefits drop; at the high school level, that number rises to about 2 hours.

i think this is fascinating to think about. homework improves student grades only marginally, yet as teachers we still place so much value on its completion. One thing I frequently observed while student teaching was that students who did not complete homework were not at all unintelligent. many were very bright, and asked valuable and important questions that demonstrated they were trulying processing the content. but their failure to complete homework deminished their grades and often caused teachers to view them as less capable than they actually were.

One line i really liked in the film was somiething to the effect of "employers aren't looking for people who know how to use a semicolon." the point was that our workforce needs people who can think creatively and problem solve. if we continue emphasizing scores and testing achievement, how will we be able to tackle those problems that we've never before had to face? we need people who can apply thinking and knowledge to many different and unforseen situations, not just people who can sovle problems that we have already experienced before.

this bent of the film really resonated with me, particularly because the work i was doing in my "past life" was so very enmeshed with these ideals. the focus was "bleeding edge solutions," as we would say. the focus was on problem solving. the problems we faced with our clients were things that had never been experience before, largely due to the advent of various technologies. whatever the issues were, the core objectives were the same: come up with solutions that no one has ever thought of or implemented before, and do it efficiently and quickly. there were no "out of the box" soluctions, nothing to pull off of a shelf and sell. that was our holy grail - to create thos things - but at the time, we needed to do the boxing, to create the things to put on the shelves in the first place. none of it existed, and the problems were brand new.

i also think about my own experiences. although my family has always seen me as the "scholar," i've had my shares of failures, like when i failed calc or had to retake stats-heavy course in college. i hated myself for those courses. but looking back, i'm glad i failed them. i think it makes me a better teacher to understand what it's like to really hate a subject to its core, to have nightmares in which you envison your professor as a terrorist with a machine gun. i try to imagine what i could be like for a student who sees all of his teachers as assailants who terrorize him or her, day after day after day.

another good line from the film was "the world is run by C students." i like that. i don't think that's an entirely terrible thing. i find, among my peers and my students, that oftentimes the students with the highest grades are deathly afraid of taking risks. they are afraid of falling. if you have never failed at anything EVER, well, then failure is an incredibly powerful and daunting thing.

i'm not sure what my "real" homework policy will be. i am still thinking about this film, but i certainly recommend it, if for no other reason than to foster thought.

(sorry for the lack of capitalization. i wrote this up quickly and would rather post it than put off fixing it at the risk of never publishing. no, i'm not a bad English teacher for this!!!)

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Getting Things Done



It's a new year, and my brain is going a little haywire trying to keep track of all the stuff I need to do and have been procrastinating for the past 2 weeks, 2 months... even a year. I think of myself as an aspiring organizationalist - I always want to be organized but never feel that I am enough. On the other hand, most family and good friends see me as OCD-level organized. Either way, I always feel guilty for letting things slip. This is particularly true when it comes to tracking tasks items for things like work or school.

Now, when I'm in run-mode, meaning having tons of things to do at once, I oddly feel ok. I know what I need to do, and I do it. It's when I have a stretch of time to get a bunch of tasks done, and don't know where to start. So for example, I have lots of time at the moment, having finished student teaching and being in a sort of limbo. What the heck do I work on? I know there's lots of stuff to do - but what is it???

This is where David Allen's Getting Things Done concept comes in. If you can't tell, I'm a little desperate. Someone like my dad would probably say, "what do I need some Harvard guy to tell me how to get through my day? Just make a plan and do it." I totally get it, and wish I was more like that. I'm not. If Allen's concept can work for senior execs, maybe it will work for me.

The concept is basically that first you write down all of your tasks, every single one. Then, sort those tasks into categories. Break down complex tasks into smaller steps. If there is something you can do in a couple of minutes, do it right away and cross it off of your list. At the end of the week, spend some time reviewing your progress.

I haven't read Allen's book, but it is on my short list. For now, this BusinessWeek overview is a good primer. The fundamental steps are broken out in the graphic above (also from B-week).

It's Monday, and I'm going to try it. Let's see how it goes...!

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Back Again! And some thoughts on technology and learning...

I won't say I'm the worst blogger ever - just maybe one of the least consistent ones. I have a great excuse though - and that is that student teaching and taking classes truly absorbs all of your time, energy, and thoughts. I was able to make a little bit of time for reflection, but not a whole lot of it for putting those thoughts into blog posts.

But that's ok. I am a person committed to quality over quantity!

Anyways, I think I was very lucky to be blessed with a phenonmenal student teaching experience. I landed in an incredibly rich and nourishing nest of supportive teachers who gave me the confidence to believe that yes, I can actually do this. I think that alone was critical and I am so fortunate to have them as role models and mentors.

One of the things I spent a lot of time thinking about this past semester is students and technology. I actually ended up doing my capstone research project on this topic. While it is fairly limited in scope, it gave me the opportunity to think about students and technology and learning, and how or where they intersect. One of th things I uncovered, at least for myself, is that students have technology skills, but they don't necessarily know how to apply social tech skills to academics. Now, of course, Prensky and others might argue that students today have an innate ability to use technology. I would argue, however, that although students have social technological fluency, they lack academic technology fluency: meaning, they just don't know exactly how to use tech for learning. I don't think we can expect them to innately know how, either.

No, I don't think these thoughts are completely unique: I'm sure many others have realized and written about this idea. But, I think that there is an assumption that students know how to use computers and just choose to constatnly check facebook or twitter and not do their work. Instead, I think if teachers engage students on these types of social technology platforms, and model for students how these things can be used for real learning (that part is key), maybe students will shift from using technology as a distraction towards truly engaging in learning on platforms they are comfortable and knowledgeable in.

Just some thoughts for today. I hope to continue writing about this, and thinking about easy ways to integrate technology into effective learning.

Until next time, whenever that may be. :)

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1st official lesson

(this is from a couple of weeks ago....posting it now...!)

Today i gave my first official, top to bottom lesson. I felt nervous - last night, a little bit all weekend, and of course this morning. But once I got into it, everything seemed to flow fairly well.

The lesson was on writing a thesis. I think some 9th graders know what this means, but may not have a good grip on what exactly a thesis is, or what a good thesis is. They might also not know how to write one. This is a skill that should stick with the students for the rest of their academic careers - and beyond. I feel it's a really, really important lesson.

one thing i want to work on is finding really good, solid examples that are relatable and relevant to my kids. the examples i had were ok, but most of them were a little too heady for 9th graders. more importantly, i want to be able to have examples sort of in the forefront of my mind that i can spit out for them to make my points clearer. My coordinating teacher is a champ at this - she spits out really relevant, detailed, beautiful examples on the spot.

Not only was this my first official lesson, I was also observed by my clinical supervisor! I think this added to my nervousness a bit, but she is very approachable and nice, and despite my worries I was fairly confident about my lesson. The observation went well and she had very positive feedback for me, and said I am doing a great job. She did observe a few things that I'm really glad she mentioned:

  • Acknowledgement/positive feedback: When students participated, I didn't always acknowledge their contributions. For example, one student gave an answer to my question, "what are the 3 parts of an essay?" He gave them, but I went very quickly to the next thing or person. Be sure to give specific acknowledgement so that students feel positive feedback from participation.
  • When students asked questions, I repeated their questions for the rest of the class. Instead, I should have students turn to the rest of the class and pose their questions so that everyone can hear. This fosters community. My clinical supervisor described this as a sort of game - the ball easily volleys between student and teacher, but it doesn't often or always volley between students.
  • Use more objective language so that students don't get mislead or confused. One example was "a thesis proves your point" as opposed to "a point".
  • Don't feed the kids answers: instead of "why isn't this a good thesis?" say "is this a good thesis?" Again, more objective.
  • Walk around more, look at what the kids are writing. Make sure it's making sense; highlight good notes or observations for the rest of the class.
Not bad for a first observation. I'm going to keep working on these items. Here's to my next observation....!

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First day!

I have officially survived my first day and half of student teaching!

So far, it's been good, if slightly awkward, as i think any job is when you first start out. i felt a little nervous when it came to introducing myself to the students. But my teacher does a very, very personal introduction. She basically tells the kids her life story. it felt almost a bit lengthy, but it's an important story, especially for the kids in my district to hear. she grew up in this town, she went to this school, almost dropped out - and now has a doctorate degree. i don't have quite that story, and mine felt kind of pathetic next to hers. but the truth is, i don't have to tell it when i get my own class.

my teacher is also incredibly dynamic. she has a very strong, direct, but caring personality. I'd like to develop a persona that has some echoes of that, but i know i am not completely like her.

anyways, i'm glad i don't have to do a super personal intro again. i don't think it's necessary, at least not coming from someone like me. i'd rather spend time driving home the message that i don't care who you are or were in the past. I don't care if you have failed classes or got in trouble last year. that's what's special about starting a new school year: it's kind of like real new year's: you can leave behind the old and start with the new. you can become anyone you want to be. i will not judge you for who you were last june. instead, help me to see you as you are today, and who you want to be tomorrow.

(philosophical stuff. corny? ha, don't know. i could even weave something about chinese new years into that story. like, i could describe chinese new years and why it's important to me, and how we wash our feet to get rid of last year's dirt. how every year is a new beginning.)

and i have all 9 graders right now, except for a creative writing class. they are really cute. it's also so endearing to hear my name over and over again. I think that might have been my favorite part of the day: hearing the kids call my name when they needed help or had a question.

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Student Teaching....!

I think I've been in denial, but it's almost here. That is... Student teaching!!!

On one hand, I'm super excited, and on the other, I'm nervous and wondering how I'm going to handle it. I wonder if I'm ready, but then again I think that's a pointless question because I feel like the best practice is to dive in and go at it.

I have contacted my coordinating teachers, and they've already been responsive and supportive. So at least I have that going for me.

There's a lot I have to get together over the next few weeks, and I hope I can do a good job of getting it done. I want to be able to walk into my school prepared and ready to go.

I just want to be credible, authentic, personable, but also respected. I want to be the best teacher possible.

.... Even if it takes some trips and falls to get there.

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